Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.♥ Albus Dumbledore

Shitty sett but, I'm just so freakin happy its summer ♥

Every time there's a weird girl in a movie or a story, that girl always has friends. What a huge lie that is. When you're weird, you're alone forever. No one wants to hang out with you, no one wants to even be seen with you.
 
I guess you could say it was my own fault, for making people not liking me. When I was younger everything that came out of my mouth was either an obviously huge lie or something about a dog. You could say I was dog obsessed.
I had friends once, but I blew it. Just like I do everything. I ruin everything. That was in 8th grade. Then this summer everything changed.
 
I don't live a normal life. My real mother, Gorgiana, was a drug attic. Apparently around my pregnancy she was clean for 12 months, around the time I was born she inherited a lot of money. The money supported both our lives and her drug needs for three years.
 
Once she even tried to sell me in exchange for drugs. That's when social services had to intervene. For some reason, even though through those three years I had been living in England, I was sent to America.
 
I was around the age of 5 when the Erickson's adopted me. Wendy and Travis Erickson, they'd always been so good to me.
They already had year old twins, Megan and David, but they took me in anyway.
Soon, when I was 7 they had another son, James.
And when I was 10 1/2, my dad died from cancer.
My new sister, Lydia, was barely a few months old.
 
My adopted dad was everything, he was my friend when I needed someone to talk to. I thought when I was younger that not having friends was cool because it made me unique. But it doesn't.
I miss it.
I miss my friends.
Why did I have to be so stupid and ruin it.
Finally something lucky happened to me and I take it for granted and it explodes in my face.
 
Maybe it's a sign. That i'll be a loner forever. Maybe I'm not meant to have friends.
That's me Kathlean Rose Erickson, the loner.
But you can call me Katie.
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Hey! Thanks for reading! it's my first story on polyvore. What do you think so far?

(Tell me what you guys think. Should I keep writing?)
 

10 years ago, I had a best friend. I can't remember his name I just remember calling him Dog and he would call me Cat, after our favorite show Cat & Dog. I know some people think its stupid that I can't remember my own best friends name. But it was 10 years ago and I was 6, you can't remember everything. You see those two little kids up there in the left hand corner. That's me. Cat & Dog. 10 years ago my best friend "Dog" moved to Montana. Now I know what your thinking. Why would someone move away from the fast paced, 4-seasoned, state of New York, and move to cold, snowy, Montana. Well don't ask me, because I don't know. I can barely remember what he looked like. In all the photos we were in I was always either hugging him, kissing him, or playing in the pool with him. My mom tells me as a kid that I got around alot. Which I guess kind of makes me feel better. At least I had a "boyfriend" once, and at least I actually had my first kiss. Yeah maybe we were both six, but it still counts. I think.

I was born on the east coast, and now I live on the west.
I lived in the same state for 7 seven years, and then moved across the country.
I love winter probably a little more than summer. I love snowmobiling and ATVing *I have my own, yay*
My parents own 3 houses in total. Not me.
I moved to the west coast when i was like 7 1/2.
I am 14 years old.
15 in March.
My favorite colors are light blue, and lavender.
For the longest time my room was boring, and I hated it. I just started re-duing my room 2 weeks ago, and I'm loving it. Its still kinda not finished yet it still hasn't finished the vanity, and the closet part yet.
i have 2 puppys.
For the longest time I used to feel awkward wearing sandals if I wasn't going to the beach. *I think that stopped when I was in 5th grade*
I love to wear anything that will make me taller because I'm a short kid for my age. I think i'm 5'1.
I tan easily, but I also sunburn easily too.
My hair is an odd combination. I swear I have never dyed it, I think that's kind of sad to dye such a natural hair color. I have light brown hair with natural blonde and red highlights. I have no idea how my hair got like this.
I have light freckles only on my nose and a little on the apples of my cheeks.
I have light blue eyes.
I have had a stuffed wolf since I was born named Wolfy (Original right)
I'm a freshman.
Sometimes I wish I could move and start over, because I feel like all my friends are fake.
I have been best friends with my best friends since I was in kindergarten. It's a weird family relationship.
My parents are good friends with her. My brother is best friends with their older brother. Then she has a sister thats a junior. Then its her. Then has a sister that's my sisters best friend. Then she has a sister in 4th grade.We lived in the same town until I was 7. then we moved here and they moved to the middle of the country. We still see eachother every summer :)
For the whole school year I ate only an orange for lunch because I just wasn't hungry. But later when i got home ate a lot.
I used to do gymnastics but quit when I moved.
i have a trampeline that me and my sister used to pour water on and pretend we were swimming when our pool wasn't opened yet.
I hate when people have dirty fingernails. I have no idea why.
i love katy perry.
my favorite shows are, pretty little liars, teen wolf, criminal minds, the lying game, & more.
i love the beach even though I only go maybe 10 times a year.
I'm thankful for everything I have. Even though sometimes it seems like i'm not.
I have been driving an ATV since i was in 5th grade.
M first plane ride was to disney when I was a baby and i don't remember it.
I have only to been to Disney one other time.
i haven't been on a cruise because it dosen't interest me. But I love going on speed boats.
My favorite subject is English. One of my short stories was almost published in the paper.
I wear foundation, concealer, eyeliner, and mascara. That's it.
I always have a face wash routine that I think I love then I get something new, and it changes completely.
I have only been to a target 3 times in my life. (I think I don't remember the others)
I love going to the mall.
I am loud, and talk to much sometimes.
I only speak 2 languages English & Latin.
I have only gotten my nails done 4 times, because I have no idea.
For the longest time I had an NV2 but my 2 year contract ended so I got the Iphone4, but I will be getting the 5 when it comes out.
Every year we go to the same lake and we drive a boat and my dad pretends to drive into a mountain and my sister freaks out even though she promised the last year she wouldn't.
Honestly I really don't like Justin Bieber even though alot of my friends like him.
I love to read seventeen magazine but hate teen vouge.
When I was 5 I swallowed my own tooth.
When I was going into 5th grade the first day of summer I broke my arm by falling and landing on a bunch of rocks. Then after that during 5th grade I twisted my ankle, and then I slammed my two fingers in a car door.
6th grade I never played gym once, because I had been in a car accident the day before school started. In 7th grade I twisted my ankle...again.
I wore dresses up until I was 7. Then My mom interduced me to pants and I hadn't worn a dress or skirt since 7th grade.
I started collecting things from Juicy Couture during the christmas of 7th grade because "Santa" got me a hoodie.
I haven't eaten any meat or drank any soda for 3 years.
I have been swimming since I was 2.
I go out of the country every summer.
I love zombieland, Pirates of the Carribiean, and alot of other movies.
I honestly hate coffee. (I love chai tea)
I love key lime pie :)